The beautiful Memories

Appreciation Words.

2011-09-01T20:22:00.000-07:00

As promised to some of you, i said i'll post it on my post because i dont want waste my sms as my sms is not unlimited. But this post is mainly dedicated for junxian, waihan, clemence and leong.

To JunXian:
Hi! Basically i have given you the appreciation letter. But what i want to say is more than what it's inside. You asked me why write letter to you for no reasons. What i want say is that basically i've written to you, waihan, clemence, ryan, tingkai, queenie, mandy, shermaine and marcus in our squad. However, i only gonna dedicate the post to only you, waihan, clemence, queenie and mandy. Because what i want say to you all is more than the appreciation letter itself. To me, you're like my good friend and squadmate in my life there helping me whenever i need help. Even though i always guailan with you but i never treated you as enemies. I still remember that time we went to home team academy for the quiz competition. We were being retain there for less than 1 hr and we started to play true and dare. When i asked you the opinions of the girls, you said i damm guailan. But what i want say is yes! That's my character, I will always guailan with people de. Not only you're the one whom i always guailan with. I hope you do not mind luh, as in really not offence in what i say. But never the less, you've really helped me a lot when i need help. There was one time when only the sgt taking the sec 2 squad and i was just standing there helping you to watch. IS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO HELP YOU, is just that i dont have the confidence to do it. But thanks to you and mandy there helping and boosting my confidence that there's nothing for me to afraid of. When i shout the command too fast, you will always be there telling me that i shout too fast. I will try to amend it but whenever, i'm afraid, i'll always tense to shout fast. Thanks for helping me whenever i need help. For the msg that you sent me yesterday, i'll try to help you if i can. But whatever i do beforehand, i'll tell u first.

To WaiHan:
Yo Godbrother!
Okay! You might think that i'm crazy. For no reason, suddenly write a appreciation letter to you. But what i want say is that a few of you had really made changes in my secondary life. In secondary 1, my first impression of you is that you're super mischevious. Only know how to play and play. There're quite a number of times that you pon cca just to watch movies with iqram they all. For when it comes to secondary 2, you totally change and always come to cca. Though this three years in Npcc, i have learnt a lot of things. And you're one of the few who have been there helping me whenever i need help. Especially when we're in sec 3 this year.
When i cant shout the command, you will be there teaching and helping me. Despite my speeching, you all never look down on me but you all just laugh at me. But you all will be teaching and helping me with the command thing. When i lack of the confidence to do it, you all will give me the confidence to do it. Thanks for helping me whenever i need help. Whenever i need help with something, beside queenie and mandy, i will always find either tingkai, you or clemence. Is not because that i want trouble you all, is because that i know you all will help me whenever i need help. Beside helping me, some of you have brought me a lot of fun and laughter. After i left marcus, shermaine and yongqiang that group, i found myself happier joining you all this group. You all have really made me believe that what i have done is not a wrong choice. Thank for bringing so much joy and fun in my life this year.
Recently, i have asked you if you want to be my real life godbrother. At that time, you must be thinking that i am crazy! Why i only asked you and clemence to be my godbrother is because the two of you had made quite a lot of changes in my life, therefore i asked you all if you two are interested to become my godbrother. And to my surprise, you two agree to it! Wohoo! I have found myself two new godbrother. :D
Thanks a lot, godbrother!! Thanks for everything!!

To clemence:
Yo Godbrother!
I known that you have read the appreciation letter and you read it in front of me. Hahah. But what i want say is more than what it's written in the letter. I've known you since primary school. But when we're in primary school, i believe that i'm still not that close to you. And what you remember of me is just a girl bridage girl who pester you to donate money. Honestly saying, i dont have much impression of you until the end of secondary 2. What i want say is thanks for bringing so much joy and laughter into my life. When i am feeling down, you will come and help me. And you'll never fail to make me happy. Thanks for helping me whenever i need help. Whenever i need help, besides mandy and queenie, you, waihan and tingkai will be the ones that i always find help from. You will listen to me whenever i feelng low. For the rumour thingy, i've already somehow solved it for you. I've asked yanhui to help me tell them about it. Thanks for bringin so much joy and laughter in my life and also, thanks for helping me whenever i need help.

To Leong:
Hey sixteen minutes!! You're the one who is super mafan. Wrote to you the appreciation letter and you tell me that you dont understand. You figure here and figure there. You'll automically figure out le ma. Hahahah. Okk! I still remember my first impression of you is that you look super same as alex. I cant recongnise which is you and which is alex. The first impression of you is that super kaypo person. But when i was in sec 2, at the beginning, i quite dislike you. But i forgot the reasons why i dislike you. But in the mid of secondary 2, my opinions towards you totally changed. I found that you're actually quite friendly butbut you're fierce. Only till this year, i found that you're totally not fierce. After you step down, you still care about luyi case. There was one time when you asked for a meeting after our training to talk about luyi case, but i cant make it because i've agreed promise to watch movie with my family. From then, i still think that actually you care about our squad. Thanks for helping me whenever i need help. For example, during the retake of the NAFA tests, i already feel like giving up for the shuttle run after two times of trys! But your friend and you keep on teaching me the tactics to run well. I felt like giving up at that times but i told myself not to give up because i can see your friend and your effort helping me with the shuttle run. Even though you two have taught me, i still unable to pass :( From then on, you called me 13.3. You GOOD!! Called me 13.3, that was the reason why i call you sixteen minutes. Thanks for helping me so much in my secondary 3 life!! You're really a super good seniors who always help us and purposely print us notes when we need it. :D Whenever i need help for something, beside the squad and friends that i can find help from, you and job are always the first two i will dare to ask help from. Because you two are the ones that i dare to talk back to and dare to ask help from. Whatever it is, thanks for helping me whenever i need help. You are really a super duper good sixteen minutes. Dont care about what the other three treat you as. If you know that you've done your best, you no need to care about the rest whether they care about you or not. But whatever it's, i really appreciated of what you've done for us. Thanks!!

Finally came back to blogging

2011-09-01T20:04:00.000-07:00

Ever since the start of secondary 3, i said that i want to come back blogging, but end up, I'm too lazy to blog! Is really too lazy, Once i on the computer, I'll end up doing other things. In this year, they're really too many setbacks. If there aren't any friend there supporting and helping me, i think I'll really break down. But today, the purpose of me blogging is to type out the appreciation letter here. Due to the school appreciation letter limited line, i have to squeeze everything inside and the sentence structure seems a bit in logic and not smooth. What i want to say is more than what it's written inside. As promised, i will blog what i want to say inside here. So just look out for your name and your post. :D

This will be my last post before exam

2010-08-31T19:19:00.000-07:00

Hahahah! I sure this will be my last post before exam. Hahahah! Then after that i will just on my com if dere is project. if not, i wont be on facebook or blogger. Erm. Let's talk about yesterday. Yesterday was a fun day. Morning, aces day dance. Hahahah, 2A was the best dance class that i seen among all the other class. I can also said that our class was the most screwed up and the worse dance. Hhahah. After that went for teachers day celebration. I can said that teachers day celebration was okay. Watch last year the winner class and this year 2A dance. Nice Nice. Wohoo!! Hahahaha! After the teachers day celebration, went around to find MR CHIA, MISS SNG AND MISS YEO to give them the present. Mr Chia was super funny, kay? There was a sec 5 guy was purposely blocking my way, den mr chia said dont block my present leh. I was there laughing. After that, company shermaine go buy his brother's toy. Tats was subsub fun! Hahah, after that, wen bk to pri sch. Meet Jiajing, Jiaming and kxy at the playground. After tat, wen to meet primary 4 classmate, didnt interact wif them much. Wen bk to meet primary 6 friends. Go meet mr vaithes and dey all. After that went to KFC and slack. After that, Euginia and I were lye wan get out of the place and go with patricia, euginia cannot get out, got struck. Den she cross over the seat, den ayoub was stunned! A lot of us were laughing at euginia. She was so funny, kay? Hahaha. After that, wen home with patricia and euginia.

Today is so fun and slack!

2010-08-27T08:59:00.001-07:00

Let's talk about today. Today was quite a okay day, i should said a slacking day for the whole class. Music lesson - Went com lab. Science - Do worksheet, Eng - Do worksheet + Listen to one of the grp's skit, Maths - Do worksheet, Cme - as usual, hcl - listen to 2 grp's presentation. That's was all what we do today. Went CCA , shermaine and tingkai taking promo test. After that, wen to play games. Something wen funny during today's CCA, we were like playing hide and seek in the first floor. Shermaine and I went to hide at the staircase, followed by three girls, after that there was one aunty closing the door halfway, we were like what the shot, we said hey, we are inside, after that the aunty open the gate again, we were like saying we were almost trapped. HAH! After that get caught soon or later becos running for a place to hide, After that shermaine said is the aunty caught us, is not the sec 3 who caught us, Den after that, yong qiang, marcus and I were there laughing. While waiting for the others to come, yong qiang was anyhow pointing, den the sir look the direction where yong qiang poing, den the sir asked him what he was point at and i think he ask him not to anyhow point or something like that. Den Yong Qiang, Marcus, Shermaine and i was there pointing here and there making a fun, and we were laughing. Den he asked the four of us to come out, den marcus and yong qiang said that we were discussing abt the geog project, den shermaine and i were dere laughing. After that, is ball games. Dislike it because i scared of ball :P Sitting at a corner, yang cherh came beside us and asked us why we dont wan to play and I was like huh, asked shermaine for the reason, shermaine told her, den he said you must shout for the ball. Den he demostrate for us to see. When he catch the ball and turned to us and said something, we were there laughing at his action. He was freaking funny! After that, job sir asked us why we never play, den shermaine told him headache, leg pain etc and den job sir was nodding his head. I was there laughing. Today's cca was super fun and funny.

This is really driving me crazy!

2010-08-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, feeling veri frustated towards something. Dono why, i really cant control my feelings nowadays. I was like wanting to said everything out in my heart, really. My life is just like a plain paper, nothing but a very fragile life. It may sound emo but den this was what i recently think of myself. Fighting so hard for my test, studying overnight recently until 1++ to 2, and yet the results i get is BULLSHIT! I really hate myself, what's the point of studying so hard and yet getting this kind of result, previous result was not bad, somemore there is yog going on, and yet i can get good results. BUT NOW, What kind of result is this? Studying until 1++ to 2, parents asked me to sleep and i still said wait, i havent study finish, end up, what is this? Shit result, seriously shit results! This is already term 3 le, if i still dont buck up, dont ever aim to get to the second class or even the first class.
Beside this, there are troubles beside me. Realised more and more things. I told nurul and shermaine abt the person that i dont like in this class previously. But i really dono what happened to me this week, i told the person that I wont talk to my enemies, and it is so previously that i am refering to her. What she think is just that i am just kidding, but den i wasnt. She commented on someone post that i post on that person post. She make me even hate of her, i dono why. the more she wan to make me angry, the more she wan to go opposite of me, the more i hate her. Beside her, there was another person that both shermaine and I hate her. She dont know it at all. She thought that i treat her as frenz and she told her close friend that she hate me. FINE! Toking behind my back, GOOD JOB! Her close frenz told another person, and her close frenz told the person not to tell me. GOOD THING is that that person told me, I told her it's okay, i got tell you before right?! What i guess is correct. I hate her and she hate me. Nber mind, it's okay! I dont mind it. What i worry now is that i dont even dare to tok to the person on msn now which like the person that i dislike. I will not tok to him now unless i know the answer, even though he was just like a friend or godbrother to me. But i will still let him see the post and let him know what is going on between the person that he likes and me.
To the person: "I'm really sorry! The day when you told me to inform you that if there is any rumours, please tell you. I was there thinking what should i help you? As a frenz of yours? Because i think you were just like my brother, hence there's a need for me to tell you what the rumours? But den when you said you were worry of your victim. I knew who she is. She is the one who you like, she is the one who hate me and she is the one i hate her. She hate me and i hate her. I was like okay, should i help or not? Yes or No? I treat you as my frenz/Godbrother but she was just purely one word to describe - Enemies. Why should i help her? End up, i agree to help you because you're my frenz/Godbrother. What i told you on msn, i really dont know if you got tell her the whole conversation on msn. If you told her the conversation, i can tell you directly on your face that i will not talk to you often on msn le. This thing is really making my whole life even worse. I dislike her, she hate me. If you need any help like helping you to find more info abt her or etc, i can still help you. But can you please tell me if you tell her the whole conver that we said on msn? Pls tell me on msn. And also i hope what i said in this below part of post, please dont tell her. I make it open for 5 mins to show you and after that i gng to private it le."

Today is so awkward!

2010-08-23T06:12:00.001-07:00

Haizz! Today's everything wen on as usual. But then wen in moodswing mood again! Recently, kp on having moodswing sia. Dono why?! STUPID ME! Why everytime study must wen into moodswing de? Tcher pressuring us saying that if tomorrow test cannot pass must complete the whole pink booklet. Yeah Yeah. I know. Why must you all kp on making us so presure. Morning was quite okay. Morning was not feeling that well, feel like vomitting, cover my mouth be4 everything spilled out from my mouth. Dinglin, XinYi, JiaYi and Shermaine saw it. Dey asked me if i'm okay. I said ya, but den act i feel lye vomitting everything out from my stomach. Maths boring as usual, going thru wksht, quite happy with my all the three test marks, i think is the highest among all my the other subject. 80 something and over. After that is english, english got grp work. Supposed to get in 5 to do the grpwork, but den end up only shermaine and I doing, we super rock kay? I was there laughing all the way with her. after that recess. OMG, RECESS IS SO EMBARRASED! Step on my sir, job's shoes. I was dere, oops! So paiseh! After that is geog, boring as usual. Followed by sci. Sci teacher dere presurring us. After that asked us to stay back for the dance. What the heck, stay back den tell us that it's cancel. You thought very funny meh? After tat wen home, saw my sir and madam downstair. I was like what the shit. Somemore dey kip on asking me questions and questions. Haizz!! I was dere super paiseh, kay? Ask me whether going this friday np training, of course going la. Wen home, still feeling quite paiseh. Hope will not meet dem agn other than np training.
Feel so sad for my result. But almost all got A1, A2, B3, but den why i still feel so sad? I dono also. Geog got A1 but i still feel sadzz. Why? Is my target too high? I really dono.

Promotion Test

2010-08-22T00:54:00.001-07:00

Last post for the day. Last friday is my promotion test. Didnt do that well, have a feeling of not passing it. But since it's over and it's over. Just hope the result wont be that worse, hope that i can pass the coporal test. Having been staying back recently this week because of the extra training for the preparing of the promotion test. And i found that the Sec 3 Sirs and Mam wasnt that bad espically Job Sir and Yang cherh sir. Both of them are super good kay? They do joke and when they serious, they're serious. Promotion test had also ended, it's time for me to get serious. Have not been study seriously lately. It's time for me to focus on my study le. Everything had ended. Promotion Test and Yog had ended. It's time to be serious. It's time for me to study hard. Wont be blogging that often. :) If your name had been mentioned in the post or you wan ask anything due to the post, you can either comment at the tagboard or you can msn or give me a msg. :)

What's wrong with you?

2010-08-22T00:33:00.000-07:00

Hi! Recently having moodswings, if i happen to ignore you, please forgive! Having moodswings in school, in cca. Due to what? I dono or maybe i cant said. This moodswing happens a lot of times in school. One time happen when Paul msg me and ask me to tell him that if dere is any rumours spread, pls tell him. I was like okay? At that point of time, i went super fruasted like dono whether want to help him a not. He is just like a brother or a friend to me, but then he told me that he worry for his "victim" instead of himself, I was like dono what to do. Just to be frank, I wasnt close to his "victim" at all, and somemore, the victim hate me and i hate the victim. I was like what the shit, should i help him. One is just like my brother or friend, one is the one who dislike me a lot, what you expect me to do? Help him or not help? End up decided to help him because he was just like my brother/friend, so i think i should help him as a friend. Tease him but then after that scared he angry, wen to msg him and said sorry! All this conversation, i really scared that he will go and tell the "victim", i was like totally dono what to do. Hope that he wont said. :) Another time is when he msg me "hi", I was like looking at the msg and looking back at the two girls. I was thinking whether is the two girls asked him to said that or is it he is the one who being random saying "hi" to me. I msg and asked. Just being frank, If is him, i will reply his msg but if is the two girls asked him to do that, i choose not to reply. Why would i reply msg when you knew that is the one dislike you ask him to msg you?
Another time happen in CCA, that times i went totally dono what to said. Extra training on that day, everybody said wan go, end up never go. There are four sec 2 girls which is the four of us. Three of us said wan go, will go. But end up, it happen like shit. Only me turn up, i was like what the shit, only me one girl with a group of boys. Fabulous manz!! Somemore the boy that i am quite close to him also turn up to the remedial rather than going to this training. I was like: " What the shit la you. You said you want come this one instead. End up, you and another boy wen to the supplementary. You have tests, we also had test leh. What am i to you? Promise me and yet left me alone." Didnt have mood at all.
There is much more reasons to my moodswing, due to stress and etc. lazy to elaborate. If i have offended anybody, please forgive.

Feeling for the YOG RINGS

2010-08-22T00:20:00.000-07:00

I really missed the YOG times. The Yog times had really made me grew up a lot. It's made me know more about a person's character and it's also made me know what is truth friend. The process of training may be tough, but it is fun. I really missed it a lot as this training had really made me learn a new experience towards it. This training had really brought me to happiness. I really missed it alot. Hah! Missed those times when we have laughter together, miss those times when we emo together and also miss those times when we grumble about the food. It's really fun. Loved it a lot, I will nber forget this event. :)

It has been one week since the actual day of one week

2010-08-21T04:54:00.000-07:00

Came back to blogging. I shall blog more often. Day passes so fast. It has been one week since the actual day of the Yog. I really missed those yog days when we have fun together. I really missed it a lot. Yog is like one of the big events in my life which has brought me alot of good and wonderful memories. Beside that, we also had made new friends and also we know the 4 army guys which were in charge of our school. I shall elaborate more of this for this post. At the beginning, Shermaine and I were like: "What the shit, why are there so many training? Dont feel like going all this training, feel like quitting." Some more, there was one training clashes with my npcc adventure camp. The both of us were like not sure which to go. Both are equally important. If we do not go to the yog training, we may be out of the circle and put it as a reserve, but if we dont go to the npcc adventure camp, there is no chance of passing our promotion test as our sir had threatened us that if we dont go to the adventure camp, he will make sure that we cannot promote. We were like not sure what to do and went around to ask. Even shermaine's father had to brought this matter up to the principal. And the two of us were asking mdm heng four times for the answer. But this problem was solved by the teacher. Go to the yog rings, then the four of us will go to the adventure camp during october. During the yog training, it was like super fun. Although it's always only the two of us hanging together with each other, even though we didnt have a clique but She is the one who really rock my life. Even though sometimes she was like trying to make me embarrased, but then i really dont mind it because she make my life super hyper. Without her, my life will be super emo in secondary life. In YOG, we had spent our times together. The times when we play together, the times when we hyper together, the time when we disiao paul together and the time we get emo together. She was like super hyper and fun. I still remember during the last day of yog which is the actual day of the yog opening ceremony, We had composed our own game. The one who losed must has punishment, and then the other party must made up the punishment. Still remember, i lose a lot times to her. Haizz. I still remember there was one time when i lose, She asked me to tell jeremy that he is very shy. OMG! how's can i said that? End Up, I was like a crazy girl, telling jeremy that he is very shy. Hope that he don't mind. Then there was one time when i asked her to tell jeremy that she hate him, she was like very scared. I knew she is scared hence i purposely want to dare her to do it. End up, she really did it. Then jeremy replied I hate you too. That's was like super cool manz, the two of us were there laughing like dono what like that. And there was one time when i lose, i had to either tell jeremy that i loved you a lot or tell paul that i love you because you're a octoper. I told her Crazy sia, tell the two big army guys this thing, how's can i said that? She was like either choose one of the choice. End Up, i was like telling paul I love you because you're a octoper. I was like super paiseh, forced to said that. But the games was super fun kay? Because at that times we were like super crazy! Yog had really made me learned a lot. Why? Dono how to said. Explore to new things, new friends and of course new experience. This yog had really made me feel happy and made me feel not so left out. In class, I can like went super emo, ignoring ppl what they said. But in Yog, i can like went super crazy. Of course, there will be always one person beside me making my life upside down. In class, I sit with her. In Yog, I went with her. Without her around with me, i really dono how to survive through my sec 2 life. During the process of yog practise, we will sometimes go and disiao ppl. When ppl made me, she will sure be the one beside me helping me to revenge back. I still remember there was one time when there was a girl purposely made my back wet, i was like what the shit. I asked shermaine to help me get back the revenge. Shermaine really did the revenge for me. I really thank her a lot but i didnt know that the girl will used a cup of water and go and splash on her back. I was like what the shit. Her face suddenly turn very black. Den she shout at her with four letter words. I was like scolding the person in my hear: "What the shit la, is I asked her to do it de. Do you have to splash her? You can splash me instead right. What's the wrong with you. You know that she's sick and yet you still use a cup of water to splash her. You got sense a not?" I WANTED TO SAID THAT AT HER, but because she was our classmate, i choose not to said it because it will affect our friendship. But shermaine is really very cute, when she played my phone games, she can like totally ignore eating her food and playing my phone game like a kid like that. End up, I must feed her like her mummy like that.. Hahaha!! In Yog, She was the one who had moodswings, suddenly wen emo and suddenly went super hyper. When she emo, dont ever try to challenge her, if not i sure something will happen the next step. But when she hyper up, you like laughing totally crazy. I should talk more about the yog experience, followed by the last day of yog which means the yog opening ceremony and followed by the four army guys.
Throughout the yog training, I had really learnt a lot. It's really made me to explore to a lot of new things. 1) Explored to new sweets - Hah!! Paul and Jeremy made me explored to new sweets. I now getting in love with these sweets because I found it super nice! 2) Explored to new Friends 3) Explored to became independent - It's really had me became more independent like we had to carry the props outself. 4) Explored to how the army guys organise the things - even though sometimes i found out their way of doing is not quite right but they really had done their best. 5) Explored to new skills 6) Explored to new experience - this new experience will nber let me forget :)
Next, the day of opening ceremony which mean the last day of Yog. When it came to the last day, i was like dono what to said. At bus, sit infront becos shermaine will always choose the front sit. Disturb Paul. :) After that, wen dere, need to go through the check thingy. Realised that Paul wen missing, left the two guys who are jeremy and melvin doing the work. The india guy dono what name also never go. After that, wen dere. Supposed to have xtra training but end up, it's raining. After that, rest at the F1 pit dere. After that it is the actual one, wen in fast and also it ended very fast. Almost everyone was like why the yog end so fast. After that went to return the props and pack everything and prepared to go home. At the bus, i went super quiet because i'm not feeling that well. I sit at dere, msging to shermaine. Cheryl was sitting beside me playing the phone games. At the bus trip, saw and knew something that i shouldnt know. HAHAHA! It's was super funny, kay? And den somemore dere is somebody told paul that i like marcus or the opposite way. I was like: "What the shit! Do you have to spread the rumour to an "outsider"? This was just rumour!" And den dey wen even ridiculous saying that i like _______. At that time, i was like totally got quite pissed with the girls but den didnt show it out. After that, wen back home.
Now, let's me talk about the four army guys. Four different army guys have four different characters. Let me start with the india/malay guy - He is a okay person. He is quite funny and friendly towards his group. But he always nber go to the yog, or is either i always nber saw him. He is also quite talkative. Next is Melvin - Melvin is a fierce person. Only know how to scold and scold. But for the last few training, he nber scold that much, but his way of speaking made me detest him. Dono why also? But he also quite friendly towards his grp. Jeremy - Jeremy is a damm shy guy. From his way of speaking, he speak very softly like a girl like that. But then he is much better than the other two guys that i had mentioned above. At least, the ways of his doing is much better. But compared whose voice is louder, he comfirm will lose de. :P He is friendly also, loved to make pranks on him. Last is Paul - He is a very friendly person. He is in charge of our group. At the beginning, i was like dont dare to speak to him because he had the serious look. When he do things, he will be quite serious. But when you know him a little bit more, you would dare to talk to him. Because he isnt that fierce compared to melvin. He was a nice guy as he often offer sweets to the student. In my view of points, He is much better than the other three guys. But when he joke, he can totally made ppl happy. He also like to make fun of people. this i would complete agree with it. I still remember when that time i asked him what is his rank in army? I said coporal, den he make fun of him saying copper. I was like .... Lost for words. But he was super fun and friendly.